23 June 2012
Laying in my bed I feel the warmth of my mate's arms wrapped tightly around my waist, holding me to him as if I’m a life raft and he's drowning. Turning over I whisper to him "I'm here. It's all right he's not going to hurt our family again". I close my eyes and smile sadly when I hear him mumbling in his sleep "Blaze isn't bad, you're lying". The sounds of his words are that of a child pleading and it fill's my heart with pain.
This wolf my mate, he's still having trouble sleeping after what our friend did to not only us but to all of his closest friend's while he was possessed by Lucifer. Reaching out to him I trail my hand down the side of his face, brushing the small tendrils of hair from his eye's as I say "I've only ever wanted you". Smiling down at my mate, I pull myself out of his hold gently, ensuring not to wake him from his sleep as I slip out of the bed. My feet hit the icy ground making me frown it's the first thing I notice that's different. There's usually a fur fug on the ground beside the bed, unless perhaps Ben's moved it? Brushing the thought off I turn back to the bed and lean down kissing him softly "Forever" I whisper against his lips before turning and heading out of our bedroom.
Walking out of the bedroom, I frown when I see that the house is completely cleaned from top to bottom, not a single item out of place. Weird i think to myself before shrugging it off and heading out of the cave. I blink several times when the sunlight hit's me making bright spots appear in my eyes for a minute or two. When my vision clears I notice that the forest looks different. Not enough to bother me, just enough for me to notice. The trees appear bigger; the leaves greener, the dirt darker, the sky a brighter shade of blue, even the clouds seem more fluffy. Sighing I shrug it off, thinking that I must just be appreciating everything more, now that I’m back with him and we're happy.
Twisting and turning I run through the dense forest, pushing my body to its limits and beyond, but it still wasn't enough. I needed more. I needed my wolf. Without even slowing my pace I let the change flow through me, in my human form I leap off a rock landing in the body of my wolf and taking off. Running through the forest I don't take much notice of where I’m going until I round a corner and see a lone male standing in the middle of an empty clearing.
As soon as I see him, all the anger I have for him comes raging to the surface, even though I know his actions were not of his own desire. Unable to hold it back I growl low at him, his very presence here making me want to tear him limb from limb. I move back into the tree line when I see him turning toward me as I growl.
Sinking back into the shadows I watch him as he looks around, obviously having sensed my presence here. I wait patiently until he shrugs and walk's off in the opposite direction to where I'm hiding. I stalk him from the shadows, not getting close enough for him to see me, but close enough for him to sense that I’m following him.
After following him for ages I decide that it’s time to get on with what I want, I growl low to get his attention. Grinning when I see him turn around and look straight at me, lowering my head to the ground, my ears go flat against my skull as I slowly start to walk toward him. Using the link he gave me before I went to hell with him, I reach out and say to him ~You will pay for what you did~ I see the shock on his face when he realizes that it's me talking to him. I take another few steps toward him, hating that he's holding his ground with me, not moving an inch.
He frowns at me holding up his hand as he say's "Blaze this isn't you". Growling low again, I feel my muscles ripple as I shrug his word's off before saying ~You have no idea what's me, you stole my family from me, and you tried to turn my mate against me. You will die for this. ~ Cutting off the link I lunge at him snapping at his outstretched hand, my jaw's clamping down on him. The taste of his blood making my mouth water, I shake my head deepening the wound before I let him go, grinning when I see him stumble backwards before turning away from me and running off. Throwing my head back I howl out and send laughter to him through the link as I say ~Run little rabbit, the hunter wishes to hunt its prey...Slowly~
I wait a few moments giving him a head start before I take off after him, grinning to myself I reach to him through the link and say ~Did you know that to a wolf, the best part of a good hunt is the chase?~ Not anticipating a reply from him, I'm not surprised when i get nothing. Instead i just continue to run, scenting the air as i go to make sure I'm heading in the right direction. When my feet hit water, i raise an eyebrow before saying to him ~Ah, you're smarter than i thought, but i can still taste your fear. You're powerless, unable to stop what's going to happen, and the taste of your blood has me pining for more~ He still doesn't reply to me, it doesn't bother me; I just keep following after him taking my time.
Sensing that I'm getting closer to him, I slow my pace down wanting this to last, just before i catch sight of him up ahead. He stopped at the fork in the road. I begin to watch him from the shadows, as he makes his decision, seeing him take the left road I grin before i reach out to him again saying ~Do you know the definition of insanity? ~ Hearing him say "Blaze you need to stop this" I laugh softly before i hear the sound of him cursing as he reaches the fork in the road again, and just like the last time he takes the left road. I whisper into his mind ~Doing the same thing, over and over, and expecting a different result~ Sensing his confusion and annoyance, i laugh into his mind again before saying* ~Watch out angel, it seems there's another fork in the road~ I watch as he takes the left fork again, shaking my head I follow closely behind him.
After watching as he takes the left road several more times I grin when he stops and studies the right side, tilting his head to the side as he thinks about which way to go...Grinning wider i say* ~Tick tock Angel, where's your wife? Left or right? Where’s your son? Right or left? Times running out. Don't make the wrong choice~ I grin when I see him take the right fork, taking a few steps backwards i head back to the clearing that we started in, throwing my head back i howl in triumph when I see him walk out in-front of me, the shock clear on his face... Flashing my teeth at him, i say ~Gotcha rabbit~
Stalking toward him I whisper again "where's your son Angel?" His eye's meet mine for the first time since I led him to this clearing, his voice hard and stern with a steel edge to it as he counter's "Where's your son Blaze?” Raising an eyebrow at him i throw my head back and laugh “I've not got a son, try again", his head tilts to the side for a moment before a smile crosses his lips "And you won’t have your son, if you keep this up" I frown at him and growl out “I...Can't...Have...A...Fucking...Child" . I ignore him when he yell’s out, “Blaze! NO!” Before I open my mind to his letting him see what I intend to do to him, how slowly I plan on killing him, savouring every moment, every last drop of his angel blood.
His next words are lost in the confusion that follow's as i lunge at him. Wanting, no…Needing to shut him up. Opening my jaw I clamp it around his thigh my teeth sinking deep into his flesh as his blood coats my tongue making me growl out, clamping my jaw down harder ripping the flesh from his thigh. I don’t bother to chew the flesh, just swallow it down, before raising my eyes and growling at him again baring my teeth before clamping down on his other thigh and tearing the soft flesh from his bone. It doesn’t occur to me to worry that he’s not fighting me; I just enjoy the meal that I’m making of the great and mighty ‘Angel of the Lord’.
After finishing with his thighs I move up to his face looking into his eyes as I say “you’re not so cocky now are you?” I see a weird look cross his face before the throbbing pulse at his throat becomes too tempting. Leaning down I lick along his neck nipping at his pulse gently before opening my jaw’s and tearing into his throat, his warm tangy blood making me groan out, as I watch the light slowly fading from his eye’s. He uses the last of his strength to gargle out the words “I warned you, you will never have your son now”. Growling out I clamp down on his throat shaking my head until I feel his neck break just moments before his head goes flying to the other side of the clearing.
The taste of his blood flowing through my veins fills me with an overwhelming sense of completeness, but still his words float in my mind, “Where’s your son Blaze”. I move my hand down to my abdomen frowning when I feel something there, I breathe out “what the fuck?” Before my eye’s snap open and I find myself lying on the cold tiles of my bathroom floor. Breathing heavily I try to get myself back under control as I whisper “just a dream, just-” My words are cut off when another wave of nausea shoots through me, pushing myself up I lean over the toilet just in time, as I start to dry heave again…
~A Bad dream~ • Opuss № I