13 June 2012
I'm either worthless or priceless and right now I'm feeling totally on the worthless side, just because you've been leading me on. You can't do that to a girl and then hope they won't find out. Of course I knew because, I've pretty much figured out your ways by now. But honestly, do I mean as much to you as you say I do? Let's see; You said I was mean in class, then you took it back and said I was soooooo nice and you were glad to be my friend, then the bad news struck... I got devastated. You told me to suck it up. I know life is fucking unfair but this was just atrocious. Another incident. Another tragedy. No. Not again. You said that I would make new friends. I didn't get it. You don't say nice then mean things to someone. Make up your mind. Because I know you're slowly developing into a player, casey. Then I tell you I care about you and you say that you're learning to control your emotions, and that you're learning to not give a fuck. That is plain bullshit. I know you're an independent and fearless guy who isn't going to show his true feelings. Let's face it. I've known you since fourth grade and in a way I've watched you grown up. From your long droopy bangs that would fall in your face, to your slick and spiky hair that you would fix everyday, to your shaggy dirty blonde Kurt Cobain hairstyle which was my personal favorite.
I'm either worthless or priceless.
Take your pick, baby.
Don't Go.. • Opuss № I