6 December 2012
you know, I've always been an avid hater among love at first sight. and I have for a while now despised the word "perfect." but when I saw this guy, one year older than me, performing at a local event, the whole concept of those 2 issues in a way, changed. you see, once our eyes locked, i just seriously could not leave. I even ditched my friends to keep watching him sing. his voice was so, truly amazing. I could see the strained look in his eyes, trying so hard not to get off key. It actually took me a while to realize I had almost lost myself in a crowd full of people. turns out my friends were just in the exact same spot. I overreacted; and my friend even told me I was too caught up in this guy. She had a point. later on, I found the guy online due to wonderful stalking skills & we started talking. it was slow at first because honestly who wants to talk to someone you have no contact with whatsoever? uh, him. but I learned so much about him. his favorite band is queen. I just knew from that moment I made eye contact with him, I didn't wanna lose sight. so basically tracking him down was like my only choice. I even called him perfect. I think I was overreacting again. and I can't call it love at first sight, but maybe it was something like sparks. because I was the only one who showed interest. I'm just some stranger to him. whatever, he's cool and I wanna meet him for real and he knows it.
fat bottomed girls • Opuss № I