Not Jealous

belllalala • 43 followers

I'm not jealous
I say
My feelings are over and done with
My feelings are tattered and torn
Basically
I learned how to stop caring
Not to stop caring completely
Well you know what I mean
I of course will care for and about you
But i just have to control the way how I care
Don't get too overboard or borderline crazy
I'm happy for you guys
Not really happy
Well you know I say it as a lie
Falsely
It's just
Uncomfortable
When she embraces you
In front of me
Am I supposed to make a reaction
More like
Uh
Whatever
I'm
Not
Jealous
And that isn't a lie

#emotional-struggle #general #inner-conflict #jealousy #unrequited-love

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