t.t.y.l. g.t.g.

"just another contact in your phone"...

the only reason why you texted me was because,
you were bored.

bored. nothing else to do. nothing better to do. oh hey, let me look through my address book. there's bella, haven't talked to her in a while. I'll just send her a message because I am bored and I have nothing else to do even though I don't even want to talk to bella.

bullshit.

tell me, how are we even friends? friends talk, laugh, talk, cry. seems like the only time that we're "friends" is when we're behind a cellphone.

and it seems like you just don't want to put in any effort to have a real conversation with me.

it's really stupid, actually. I hate how we make barely any communication at school but then at home, we can say whatever we want. because we're behind a cellphone.

I can't tell you how many times I've thought through about that, and how sad it is.

Plus: you only text me when you need or want something!

tell me, how are we even friends? you lead me on, I don't want to, but I do. you mess me up and confuse me and shake me up and make me have all these wacky feelings. Should I be happy we're talking or hate hate hate him?

you were bored. there's no other explanation. And I'm just another contact in your phone. we aren't really "that close", as you said. okay, so all the shit I did for you. try again and say we aren't "that close".

nothing better to do, ignorance will be the death of me.