Me, I'm just a young girl, who's nothing much, trying to express herself through the art of words...
I don't remember words, Looks or reasons, I remember your warmth, Keeping me warm throughout seasons, All I know, Is that you loved me, I feel the same, Unconditionally.
Anniversaries are sometimes fun, Others reminders of what's been done. Mine is approaching, 5 years in total, Seems like forever, Can't remember before.
As the ancient clock chimed 12 her translucent skin materialised. The colour flooded back into her once empty body, leaving her cheeks rose pink.
Haven't posted for a while, Illness knocked me down, I thought of let you know, I coming back around. ....
I summon the strength, I can't live without, I need it most, In this drought. I ask for respect, That I've given you, Nothing more, Nothing new.
The difficulty of my situation, Is I am a fairly normal girl, That seems to live, In an abnormal world.
The fire burns to my soul, A mighty roar, A whip of a magnificent tail, And I'm burning on the floor.
I don't know what to write about, Nothing is feeling right, My inspirations sour, Give me an idea. Xxx .....
Looking around, I'm shocked to see, Inside these cars, Are people like me. Although different, We are the same, So I watch them, They don't have names.
I took control, Of my unruly life, Pinned it down, With a kitchen knife. I shook it hard, And told it straight, I've had enough, We're not mates.
Is a black hole nothing, Or a new world, Maybe where god lives, If he's real it could be his home. Hidden and feared, If you get sucked in, Is getting fast tracked to heaven, Such a bad thing.
What did I give you:. My heart. My love. All I was. ALL OF THE ABOVE. What did you take from me:. My life. My sense. My heart. ALL OF THE ABOVE. What happens next:. I take you back. I forgive you.
Your mask slipped, When you swore at my face, You make our generation, Look a disgrace. You drew me in, With your perfect smile, For you I'd have driven, A million miles.
I'm the invisible girl, That people see, They don't look deeper than the surface, To see who I mean to be.
Set in stone, The miracle appears, A tribute for the warriors, Who saved us from our fears. The poppies laid, At the statue's feet, Represent the good, That those got cheat.
The roses wilt in the midday sun, My smile fades as I think of mum, The woman who held me in her arms, Cradled my body, Kept me warm.
I've forgiven you crimes, Which I can't forget, I've let you get away with, More than others would let. I spent time and effort, Trying to make things okay, But you just threw it, Back at my face.
Words are weapons, Sharp as a knifes, They cut deep, But you'll survive. Used correctly, They'll end a war, Used in anger, A weapon is born..
All I wanted was to be like everybody else, Little did I know, I was thinking the same as everybody else..
You changed my view, I didn't move, You tell me the future, That I didn't choose. You wait for the moment, That didn't arrive, You watch me with, A blinking eye..
Why should I care who I am, I have no choice in who I'll be, I love the world just as it is, Why can't it love me?.
Trust misplaced, Is a loaded gun, Poised and pointed, Back at me..
They say I'm different, But they're different to me, I don't wanna change, But I can't survive with just me.
Lack of posts, Sorry. Any inspiration?xx.
Smile and wave, Into the crowd, A standing ovation, Nothing new there. No one I dislike more, Than someone who thinks their entitled, Entitled to me, Entitled to more....
I look in the mirror, My body bare, Pulling at a layer of fat, Proving that it's there. My face under the microscope, Nothing appears right, Nose eyes ears, Everyone must get a fright.
You take me to places I can't imagine, You open my mind to a new world, You accept me for who I am, You are music....
Time slips away,. Unnoticeable seconds pass with little impact,. An hour can disappear in the mist of time,. A quick moment can grab your attention,. Time holds secrets,. Time heals scars,.
Inspiration strikes fast and sharp, A flicker of hope remains in our dull world, I wonder if inventors get inspiration, The lightbulb moment....
Smiling until my face aches, Crying until my tear ducts empty, Frown until the lines stick, Notice a pattern. Emotions take over, Like a hit and run..
Insults is a game I play, It keeps me safe, Protected, Pushes good and bad away, I can't stop playing, It leaves me vulnerable, That's something I can't be, I don't know how....
I'm sick of being judged, I'm tired of being excluded, I'm happy to be different, I'm worried to be me.xx.
A common saying 'life's not fair', wouldn't you agree. However in my case it's true, as true as truth. I've been I'll for years, and when I'm ready for education, I can't have it....
Feeling, and feelings, two very different things... Like multiple and single, Like one and ten, Like forever and today..
Pretending to be okay, Takes such a lot of courage. Some say it's a cowards game, I say it's trusting yourself, to help yourself <3.
I have no real talent, I am just a country girl, Living in a false world....
Smile, laugh, chat and pretend - while you take the abuse. And if you can't, please remember, I was there. I've felt it, a similar pain, not quite the same. Please know I care.xx.
Hate is a strong word. I rarely use it. It's special. I've saved it for you ;).
I've never had an easy route in life. Some say it keeps it interesting. I say it makes any accomplishment legendary;).
Tick tock goes the big, old clock This ^^^ might be childish, but it is the first thing I remember saying... In my life :L.
When you think your problem is ending, it get an extension :/.
I'm not hot, clever, cute, sexy, nor popular. But I'm sure as hell different;).
This last week seems to have proven my point. Everyone around me is so immature, the things they laugh at, the things they say.