8 May 2012

~ Warning: rant! ~

I am not your blessing, but your curse. How could you view me this way? Chew me up and spit me out Chew me up and spit me out

Over

and

over

I give and I give and all I get Is a fuckload of betrayal Again and again and again

I guess you could ask,

when will I ever learn?

To stop letting myself be your plaything; The toy you get out occasionally and then

put back on the shelf,

After all, all the other toys out there are much shinier and

newer than I am...

They all seem to have at least SOMETHING that is enough to draw you away from me, And yet I still wait for the day that I am the only one that you need and want, The day that pigs will fly, That's the day I

w a i t

for.

Yes, I am the biggest idiot there ever was,

All because I've loved you.

My mistake for thinking this was worth it -

All it cost me was everything.

Oops.

BethibellaThe Biggest Idiot • Opuss № I