18 February 2013
#rant / #minirant - Sorry about this, just had to get it out!
Venting my anger Looking down my nose? You're the worst for it You're just like our dad Oh wait! "My dad" That's what you call him And there are tears in my eyes And you're saying you hated yourself Now you don't care But you don't realise I feel like that now I hate my body Yet you don't see that And you say you did this You did that too You say I'm looking down my nose at you
Remember who was there Who found out first? Who saw it by accident Who cried and walked away Who did you beg? Tell me that! Who did you beg to not tell your mum? Who was it that was there for you? I was 12 when I found out! How did you think that made me feel? I was 12 when I saw the marks When I thought you were happy So happy. Bubbly. The happiest ever.
Who didn't tell her when you decided you were gonna go New York? That was me?!?
And what idiot is crying now? Because I don't want to fight Because I love you Because you are my only sibling Because I'm fed up with us arguing I'm fed up And you throw accusations Like I haven't helped you through Like without telling OUR mum, I somehow helped But you don't see it that way do you? Do you?
Who Was There? Me • Opuss № I