14 October 2012
is precicaliy how I feel now at 12.31 but it won't b posted yet because I don't have any Internet but I am slightly excited. Do you ever get the feeling that you want to do somthing but really you make out you want it to go?? I do that. ALOT. I feel really excited but I'm really nervous and I can feel those butterflies growing at the most miniscual pace ever. Ahhhh this will be toucher. When I absail I am nervous going up, but I'm probably going up inside the building so I'll be fine, then when I get up and I'm absolutely petrified. You have to step off so I do that and that is off the scared-o-meter. That is the highest of my sacredness then I'm fine
That is how I roll.
Thanks for every one supporting
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