25 November 2012
Being proud of something… then finding something that blows it out of the water. Making you seem young, lacking in something… but what do I need? What could make me as good as you? Please. I'm desperate. Everything I do you do better. I'm drowning in shadows. An since I've taken a look at everyone else's work, I can't even remember what light looks like. Living in the shadow of a billion people… not the best sensation. Not the best. Never better. Good, but never better. Feeling inferior is what makes us grow. Until we decide to give up… I shouldn't give up… but I'm nothing compared to you. Nothing special, never will be.
Never • Opuss № I