15 July 2012
Last night a demon lay upon my bed Found a way to crawl inside my head
Jumbled images creating confusion Spreading vile and vicious ill illusion
Bringing deep rooted fears Harboured inside for many years Painful pictures played about Filling my head full of doubt
Watching from above, scenery that was too hard Seeing my battered body, scared and scarred
Claustrophobia, paranoia, panic and distress Nowhere to run in an unreal world in a mess
Still the onslaught gathers pace Still the heart of a featureless face
Senseless suffering at every turn Maybe to escape I must learn
My subconscious mind cries out for help My sweaty body lets out a yelp
Awake but yet the demon taunts Even with eyes open those feelings haunt.
Have I left it all behind? Or is this just a different kind? Trying to think happy thoughts Each time my eyelids drop the evil is brought.
I must have slept cos I have awoken Last night my spirit by a demon was broken..
Mare • Opuss № I