I am 23 love to write my heart out in my own way. It's a obsession.
Torn and pull Between..... Passion and lonely, Desire and need..... Love and love its self, Torn between life and between lands...... Living and breathing, Happiness and joy.....
Devils eyes filled me recently..... Strange longing sensations within me, Heart pumping rapidly then easy, Almost lost the pieces of me.
Just the sneaky edges of your mouth do creep. Up like water does seep. smiling reflection. A smirk I do seek. Untold things of why. it do please, balanced. Hypnotic fate before. me a night of armour.
I sit upon rocky mountain, like pebbles and I sit there in the silent wind, alone air rushing over me. Cliffs stand tall and slowly crumble. Crisp seaweed crunches. The scene goes on and on.
I could just die cry and cry in your embrace and wish away the pain. For I am hopelessly forgiving and giving . You could kill my heart a thousand times, yet I would love you still..
Human ever so afraid so cunning and different faced. I sit here now in mourning hopeless chills and shake. My heart begins dawning like running sweat except I am standing still.
To fall in love with you once was the most significant moment in my life, but to fall in love with you all over again is without words.
Building building dread. Burning heart and head. After all that's been done and said. Something someones coming to take my peace. Almost hear their steps coming closer.
Filled hearts cry. Half hearted agreements sigh. Tapping murmurs silent moan. Crunching cracking glass groan. Dreaded spaced zoned. Nightmares seem to entwine. like creatures of the night.
Times dripping. the drill is in my head. Closed eyes darkness leading winding to dread. Hearts bearing showing through. Like a glass cutlet all the way through. Glow how your eyes grow.
How can I raw like meadows. Disappear like wind. Dreams without solid ground. Noises sounding round and round. Bitten tongues bleeding. Racing and dropping. Aching level head.
Little lady you are wise. Little lady you are so kind. We come to you for all advice. Soft brown hair and hazel eyes. A smile that lights the sky. Little lady you are so hard working.
From he moment I knew these words were true, I herd them like simple words do The sounds moved swiftly passed my ears, didn't know then how significant and true They had broken my heart yet also...
Hot sands blow, grate wind flow. Across the erupted tops. I see I see a smiling face. A smile warm like me. Red rush, not mistaken once. Noises below, but only you show. Mind like smashed glass.
Galaxy and stars sparkle. When I look into your eyes they twinkle so.......and I know that's where my true universe lies untold and all the answers in life are gleaming.
Take me from this shelf. I seemed to of placed myself. I crave something more than dust. Hard wire I can trust. Connection and lust and not rotting tainted rust. Deeper meaning and hidden believing.
Sometimes I silently cry. When you lay on my chest. I cry secretly even though. your at my side. At times I lay silently weeping. Without you even seeing for my little being.
Can I really explain the pain The resounding excruciating blame The guilt that's always undone The life changing things that have come Alone I stand in this damned plane I fail to speak my lips are...
Its ok because I will sleep with the old memories of you and the new dreams instead.
Nothing seems the same anymore Since oceans spread across us and I stand regret at the shore Missing you more more Every summer breeze Warm and memories pass me Is this me missing missing...
Too long have I spent in such deep imprisoned resent. The gravity pulls so hard I almost feel pushed away. I long to float and rise so high. High above the hills and the all seen eye.
I dream a dream I have dreamt It seems The dream of fantasy into reality From another planet I see Slip into the world never to wake I do love this place my paradise escape Truth so hard to...
If I could cry for the thousand kisses. The ones at first temptation and vibrating feeling, tremble and power. The ones fall shortly after of wisdom and caring laughter.
Posting all my pieces today as I just joined....think I am going in overload ..
Inhabitable in the wind. bring me to my knees. I want to be. like a dark disappearing sea. lost but dazes, it melts away. I see only a hazy frost blur. for I am not her. in this emptiness I say.
I'm try to deal with it. Then I remember there is no healing it. Because Im still wearing it. around my neck right against my chest. Even though it burns deep into skin the silver keeps digging in.
I like to think I make a chance. I'd like to think my feelings I can enhance. advance my true me. define my individuality. Return my speciality. Express my invisibility.
I see right through you and your little hideaway and by the way...... I just have to say, don't be afraid!.
Complicated to say the least. Maybe it's just my inner beast. For inside me I turn to see. There is no denying this feeling. Almost smiling but some how dying. If only you could see into my soul.
My heart is swollen. For there is no shielding. For your the acceptation. Of my hearts deception. There no explanation for this feeling. For me it's truly healing. The uncomplicated meaning.
I will be clearing the darkened skies. For I pay the price. To see such light. From the shadowy world I try to make meaning. Not to abandon true colours meaning. A scatter of fulfilling.