12 May 2012
I know this is not the case, I know that it will change in time.
Will You please consider that we are still meant to know each other?
I loved You so dearly for so long, does that just stop like an off switch in a table top primary school circuit breaker?
I wonder sometimes what I'll get to do with the love I have for You. Sometimes it feels so heavy but I am so scared of letting it go. What if I can never get it back...
I don't want to lament anymore, I know I command my own destiny. Do You know I nonchalantly tried to text You for a coffee today? I was in tears when I messaged You because I didn't know how to text You, of all people. I used to call myself Your little satellite, & now I truly know what it feels like to drift.
I would love to hold Your hand again, even for just a short while. That would be just so beautiful.
Maybe someday We could do that? Do You think?
Love You Dearly Bub. Miss You Sorely. Don't keep yourself away for too long.
I'm Alone Without... • Opuss № I