3 August 2012
I look at his strong body weaken and a tear falls for my eye to his cheek, "Don't leave me. Don't you... Dare... Stay with me... I love you so you can't leave!" I whimper snivelling every now and then. He takes one last breath and try's to use it to say something but it leaves him to fast. 'Good,' I think as the wind gathers up my hair, 'no one will see my tears.' a I look around the empty parking lot wanting to scream. I tell myself, 'he died happy, knowing I love him!' but was that enough or did he want me to pour my heart out to him and tell him when he got through this I would marry him like he asked me to, but I'm not even sure if I would do that! It would have all been moving to fast for me, I'm sure it would. I look at the pool of blood by his right lung. I press my forehead against his and whisper the last words I said to him and his eyes open as if he just awoke from a nightmare!
How Love Brought Me Back To Life • Opuss № I