16| Future Fashion Magazine Editor| Child at Heart| c-0y.tumblr.com
Today I think I can say has been a crappy day. I just feel as if I don't belong. I just feel like there is nothing to do and there will be nothing to do. Nothing is fine.
You don't understand. You don't feel what they feel. You don't know what they have been through. You don't know their insecurities. You don't know their story. You don't know their struggles.
I stopped and took a quick breath...I wasn't quite done telling him why I was here. He looked the same his face was stone cold... "And then there's me. Stupid, Stubborn and Bitchy. Me.
"I-I-I uhh I found out uhm uhh...."I couldn't do it. He stared at me and I could feel a slight glare come into his eyes...
I couldn't stop a chuckle that escaped my mouth...it was funny and I was just relieved that it was her boyfriend. "See. Even Jake thought it wasn't funny and he doesn't even know you..."Haley giggled.
My sister is 10 years old. She get picked on for being overweight. And I can't do sh*t. She tells me her favorite song is What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction...it makes her feel beautiful.
The bell rang and I walked out of class. It was Lunch.
I'm clean But I'm not Pure. You're nice But you must have something to hide. I'm and 'early bird' who loves to catch the worm But this 'bird' loves to sleep.
I ran through the pouring rain. My clothes sticking onto my body as my feet barely touched the ground... I got to his step and pushed the button repeatedly to speak to him.
You're not stupid. You don't need to ask me for everything that is not understandable to your mind. You are a freaking Young Adult...understand and then do it. I'm not smart I just pay attention.
I don't care for expensive things. But I'm Materialistic. I have money. But I'm not rich. I got to school. But I don't learn anything. I'm shy. But I'm talkative. I care for everyone around me.
I smiled lightly as I sat up from my chair. "Uhm..." I said awkwardly. "I actually didn't read." my face slowly changing from slight happiness to embarrassment.
I love it. That's it. Maybe I should right a bit.......more Or you guys 'ill go into a fit. But you know what. I don't give a shit. Do I deserve to get hit. Or should I quit. Naww man. That's just it.
I woke up in an instant. My lungs begging for air. I had dreamed about Her once again...Her presence still seemed to accompany me. I loved Her...but now she was gone. Could I go on with out her.
I don't come from a fucked up family. My father drinks to reach his happiness...and my mother says NOTHING.
I watched as all the students walked through the halls. My perspective on the world had changed. I knew that I would have to get over her some day but as of right now it felt impossible.