16 May 2012
We knew that life was hard, we both felt the stress. Yet somewhere in the panic we fell both apart. I spoke words and you yelled some things I hope that one day we both can forget.
Now we're apart and your with someone else. I look at her knowing she's not right for you. We still care for each other, but not for the same reasons as before. You promised you'd always love me I wish that you had kept that promise, because now when I look at you I realize how much I need you.
"Didge can I come in?" He asks calmly as he reached my door. "Your mom called me. She said she was worried about you." He waited for me to respond but I didn't want him to see me like this. "Look I know we broke up but I still am your best friend, I still want to be here for you."
"But Dylan you're not just my best friend." I cried
"Look please Didge open the door so we can talk. Properly." he pleaded. I moved closer to the door, I put my hand up to it where I could picture his hand resting on the opposite side. "I don't want to talk through a door like this. We're better than this."
"No we are not anything anymore. Please just go." I let a tear roll down my cheek. "Just go back to Andrea."
"No I love you. I'm not leaving while you're clearly upset." he fiddled with the handle of my door. He should know me better. I always lock my door. "Please didge, just let me in."
"Why now Dylan? Why didn't you come to see me five months ago? When we broke up." I listened to him sigh.
"Because I," he paused
"You what?" I snapped.
"Look she wasn't right for me. She was just like you." I heard Dylan laugh. "But there was one thing she wasn't and I couldn't move past that."
"What?" I asked
"She wasn't you Didge."
"Dylan I-" I tried to tell him.
"No I know I haven't been to see you in months and for that I'm so sorry." he sounded genuine but I had to tell him. "But I'm here now I swear to you. Now please let me in"
"Dylan I'm so sorry." I sobbed as I let him in. He took one look at my swollen stomach and took some time to think it through. He looked at me and I nodded knowing what he was asking. He didn't run he just knelt down and placed a hand on my bump before mumbling
"It's ok. I'm here." he rubbed my bump. "Daddy's home baby. I love you."
"I love you too."
Tell Me That You Love Me Cause I Need You So Much. • Opuss № I