26 March 2012

Here I am

Sitting in a dark room

With my covers being the only warmth

My head pounding at the reality around me

Listening to my parents fight

Recovering from me and my mothers fight

I feel like an outcast in this family

Whatever I do to surprise my mom, I screw up

My grades are all A's and B's and mother still doesn't approve

My brother never gets yelled at and whenever anything goes wrong, they all turn they're heads at me

I can't breath

I'm suffocating in my own bedrooms darkness

I close my eyes

I'm still suffocating

I'm letting go

Whatever happens, happens

My stomachs in a knot

I see a speck if white light

Closer

Brighter

Closer

Brighter

Closer

Blinding

BAM

I can breath again

I feel new

I feel released

I feel free

I feel accepted

I'm where I belong

In the arms of our creator

God

Here I am

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