9 April 2012
Why is it that I can be my goofy, weird, silly self in front of my friends (which are mostly girls but my best friend is a guy and I'm fine around him) but when it comes an important time like I'm talking to guys I like or I'm meeting people for the first time, I choke up.
My knees buckle.
My stomachs in a knot while my heart is trying to get in.
And I can't breathe.
But when I was seven and under I could be honest about anything. And I could be as weird as I want. Why did all of it change from when I was seven?
Where did mine and all of my friends lose our innocence and normal selves?
Myself • Opuss № I