3 May 2012
The promises I had from you
Were today,
Shed to pieces!
In the desolate bleakness of my mind
I contemplated...
What could have been
If for those promises
Which have been ripped to shreds
Before my very eyes.
The door closes upon our future;
Leaving only
The soft flow of your past promises
To seeps through my memories!
Slowly sifting through,
Each I move,
With the most tender touch
Of biting blind-
The unknown.
Promises flock
Once more to the fore of my mind,
As I sit
On the day of our wedding with Wait-
On our own
Forever, by myself-
Without the promise of tine together,
Without children warmth s-s-SAFETY
Never to fulfil the simple promise of doting goodness as wife and mother:
Never never
NEVER...
and your promises to me,
Faded now they have become
On the parchment-
That was to be witness of our life together!
A binding contract
Of promises,
Some might say
Which sew two devout families into a fiery mess:
The unreturned promise of devotion
Enveloped me
In it's Shadow,
And from within
I saw the light go out in the eyes of our Lord's statue!
And-
Away from me you walked,
Not once did you dwell on the Promises with which you destroyed my Life!
You left me scarred,
And all for PROMISES
Unknown to me.
Promises With-Held • Opuss № I