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I myself am my own worst enemy..
I'm a summer baby that prefers winter, long nights and Starbucks I like rainy days so give me smarties and we can be friends I don't bite so come talk to me. Erm I'm a girl and I'm 14 hyper and I don't really know -.-
I myself am my own worst enemy..
Prying, calling you to embrace it Everyone has it somewhere, some stronger then others.
In a little black box I keep everything precious to me. People can't see it but it's there carefully hidden in plain sight right in my heart, away from danger under lock and key, I long ago threw...
My Heart is in a bind. Two sides. Who to decide. My best friend the boy she likes. I'm in the middle. But I can't do it because I think I'm falling too. And I don't know what to do.
Today I found out my Granddads dead My mums lying in bed Beating herself up Over and over saying he must of been lonely He's been dead for some time Only discovered now A profound alcoholic...
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. It's so dark I lost the right to see the light. Shrouded by darkness I can't be free. But I wouldn't want to be.
The continuous cycle. I fall every time. Over and over you call my name. And I run straight back to be played again. For some reason I can't give up till you tell me your done.
The world we live in is a lie. Nothing but the tv to go by. The spider has spun its web. Tangled us and whisper sweet lies. To make us all forget. That bad things are happening. And I guess.
I'm just a mirror of myself A shadow A single melody Played in the dark With no escape Just a routine Fate I can't control I'm just a reflection Of what you actually feel.
Why is life unfair. Your parents act like they don't care. They watch you suffer and hurt. But all they do is stare. I can't bare this burden. I just don't care. My feelings are lost.
She writes from the heart She writes from the soul I get jealous But she makes me laugh Why is she so good why am I not.
If I had a fear it would be of me Hiding behind tricks and lies Listening to the sound of despise Swallowed by darkness Never free A lock with out the key This is my fear And it is me.
I'm fed up with looking in the mirror and wondering who's that looking back.
You can't revive a plant after you've neglected it for so long, Just, like you can't take me back once you've realised I'm gone.
Why don't you ask how I'm doing?,. Is it because your scared of knowing,. The dark truths I hide my silent tears. And lonely cries. Trapped in darkness never free,. This dreaded curse bared by me.
This world that used to be in perfect balance. Good and evil. The earth spreads it's wings one in darkness the other in light. Evil is starting to taint the pure. Goods hope is starting to diminish.
Some of us don't have the choice, because what's written in the starts can never truly be erased.
Life is hard you must do what you have to, to survive and eventually become free Silent deaths, painful deaths we all know yet we never comment because deep down we believe that we could never be...
The will power to never give up The things you love that is a true person One in millions The will to defy others when it is you whose willing to risk the stake for that one moment of happiness.
The pressure upon children To surpass all at a greater cost No matter the cost Mental physical the training one has to endure because they don't fully understand why they aren't perfect, the way...
It's called Confusion The whirlwind of noise The search for peace... An answer That melody --------------------------------- By me.
They say I should go back into reality. But I'm scared of what I will see. They call me a coward. I just say I'm free. In my dream. I can be who I want to be. The darkness comforts me.
I stopped telling you how I really feel long ago You were just to busy to realise....
In a world there is only I. Vast plains lonely and dry. With just a table and chair. And no teddy bear. Only me. People's hopes shine in lights. Yet they disappear with the night. Season come and go.