16 April 2012
Here's my story about this boy...
I got out of the car with my little sister walked into the shop went round the corner, accidentally bumped into this beautiful boy, his ginger hair, brown eyes, and his gorgeous smile.. My heart skipped a beat! That night a boy added me on Facebook , I accepted he popped up and started talking for a while I knew he was something special :-) the next day I went out with a friend and my cousin, they knew him from primary, we walked to the boys house and them two got him out. The day went on he carried on cuddling me, saying he loves my bright blue eyes and my smile.. At this moment I felt butterflies in my stomach... As the nights passed by we talked for hours and hours non stop I loved it! We talked all the time, posted on each others walls, met up, cuddles, cheeky kisses.. We called it being best friends;) he told me after a while he wanted to be with me, I went shy and embarrassed I was speechless, we had a secret relationship I was scared to show him off because my friends thought he wasn't good enough for me, but I couldn't stop thinking about him he was always on my mind I suppose I'd fallen for him :D One day I went online after we stopped talking as much... I missed him, to find a message -"Chloe, I'm sorry baby we ain't working out, this isn't what I want... I do love you but I just feel it ain't right I don't feel the same I'm sorry baby girl. Hope we can still be friends, and me and you breaking up won't be as bad... You had boys all around you, they all want you your beautiful! Don't let anyone tell you different" ... .. . I was heartbroken, I cried. I told my best friend she called me stupid for falling for a boy like him.
Eventually after days and weeks I finally started to cheer up and had a new attitude, I was happy and had laughs out with friends:-)
Then I got poorly and I was say on the kitchen-side I went on Facebook found a message... From him -"hey xx" I replied -"hello xx" He said -"you ok xx" Me -"yeah not my best as I'm poorly but I'm fine you?" Him-"not really xx" Me-" why not" Him" because Chloe I was stupid to lose you! I love you, I miss you, I'm crazy about you baby girl. I haven't stopped thinking about you! And plus you've got my hoody and my Jesus braclets. You can keep them btw;) xxxx can we give it another shot?" Me-" I've been waiting for this to happen for ages... I've missed you too!" The next day we met up after talking for the night.. We had a brilliant day out he treated me like a princess I'd fallen for his silly little game again! The next night I got an effin message -"Chloe it's not working out sorry I know I'm a prick and you'll probably hate me but yeah I'm sorry! Xxxxx" Me-" okay well umm.. Cool!"
For some reason id fallen for an utter prick that I still have feelings for now... We talk the odd times he rubs in my face with his new gf and to be honest I'm happy the way I am being friends... Lesson well learned! Don't fall for a cute ginger Chloe:-) He's a better friend then he was a boyfriend but I do miss mine and his cuddles and kisses and endless chats, I'll hopefully find someone who don't treat me like that though:-)
Lesson To Myself • Opuss № I