19 April 2012
I walked down the stairs & stood outside. The rain pouring down my face -- completely lost. No one was willing to save me, either. It was all their fault. The reason I can't look in the mirror. The reason I hate myself, more than any other person could hate me. I walk out to the dock, and jump in the freezing lake. Thinking maybe, just maybe, there'll be answers down there.
Best scenario, I never come back up for air.
lost ~ • Opuss № I