10 May 2012
I have my hood up even though there's no rain, I don't know why but it seems to hide the pain.
I look straight down, not at the sky or ahead. Maybe that will make it all better instead.
I don't need the sun, the moon or the stars. I just need the light switch, it's not that far.
You try and comfort but no difference is made, I don't mind being always in the shade.
Sure I want this to never have been occurred, But for it to be fixed suddenly is truly absurd.
I know you try but it really won't help me, My life fell down like a big rain forest tree.
Torn apart hearts, lungs breathing out sadness. It's all my fault, I was caught in the madness.
I stroll along sadly, forever a mess. And now my whole world is built of off stress.
Danger is calling and I know what is coming. I also can tell that no good will come from it.
I just want to love to flow quickly back, Before I suffer from a broken heart attack.
Pain • Opuss № I