Pain

I'm not talking physical pain. No blood and guts, screams of anguish and blood curdling cries.

I'm talking about the kind of pain that walks behind you everywhere you go and makes sure it's always raining. The pain that makes your mind jump from pulling dinner out of the oven to how you'll never find love in this world. I'm talking about the kind of pain that lets you get over her, then puts her in your dreams every now and then just to remind you.

This kind of pain sucks. It sucks to be hurt and it sucks to have someone not feel the same way. It sucks to be sad when you wake up and it sucks to be sad when you go to bed. It sucks to eat on your own and it sucks even more to shower alone. It sucks to be cold with no one to cuddle up to and it sucks to be upset and not have anyone to hold you and tell you it's ok. It sucks when you don't have anyone to tickle you in the way only they know how and it sucks to laugh on your own. It sucks to listen to them tell you it's over and it sucks to see that they are ok as they tell you.

But It sucks worst worst of all to be that person, the one who's ok while you tell someone you used to love them; but you don't anymore...