14 August 2012
I was in the hospital laying down with my babies. Yes, I said babies. I had twins. A boy and a girl.
Alexia Elisabeth Mcarthy & Andrew James Mcarthy.
We picked out Elisabeth after my Mom (real mom) and James after Nick's Dad. We put Nick's last name. The 3 of us have been in the hospital for 2 weeks. We had to stay because the babies were born premature and I had to stay because I had a little too much bleeding and Nick decided to stay with us so he can be here for us. I have had a lot of visitors. Nick's parents, my Mom(we're not enemies anymore.), Taylor, Becca, Carmen, some friends from school too. I have haven't seen my friends in forever since I dropped out when I got pregnant. Nick hasn't seen them either since he dropped out with me. I also had one last visitor....my Dad. I haven't talked to him in months. We sat down and had a nice chat, he is moving back here and he said he would gladly babysit the babies anytime. I was glad we were talking now. Everything was great. I loved it. These babies are a miracle. They brought everyone together. I loved them so much. I leaned down a kissed them both on the forehead. They were so fragile, I felt like I was going to break them. Nick was right, I'm going to be a great Mother. Even my Mom said so. I looked down at the both of them. They were so beautiful. They had Nick's hair color and my facial features. When they were first born, they had Nick's blue eyes but they changed to my eye color, a dark brown color. I got snapped back into reality when Nick came through the hospital door.
"Well, hello my little angels." Nick whispered as he sat down in a chair by the bed. Alexia start crying.
"Here, I'll take her." Nick said. He gently lifted her out of my arms and sat her plump in his arms. I felt like a piece was missing from me. I already missed her even though she was like a foot away. Nick hushed her and slowly rocked her in his arms until she fell fast asleep. He got up and put her in her crib and picked Andrew up and sat him beside her. Nick came over to be and kissed me softly on the lips. He lay down on the bed with me. We lay there just smiling at each other.
"I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." I said back.
We drifted off to sleep as he held me in his arms.
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