11 November 2012
'Just because you ask again doesn't mean the answer is going to change'
I walk about doing my daily routine before you decide to pick me up. Again it's always a surprise to me that you're there but I quickly am taken in by the spell. I happily romp around with you in your old, breaking car, without a care that I can be driving around in my newer, more stylish one.
We head to your house for some foreplay but stop there on your account. It was always stopped on your account. We accompany each other outside to watch the common noise that is your extended family about in your front yard.
As usual I feel like the odd man out being the only one other than Mexican. I didn't mind it, though.
Later on in the day we decide to go out and I graciously offer to drive. As you hastily agree, you walk towards the lime green Mazda2.
I happily stop you and press the unlock button. The lights blink on a better look. You turn your head in amazement for my 2012 Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder. You give a show of excitement. Something you'd never do.
Getting in you tell me how proud you are of me and we drive off with the top down.
As we slowly drove away from the dimension of my dreams, your voice fades as well as my vision. All I can think about is how I keep my version of you inside my head.. And I wonder just how long you plan to pollute me. But I still don't seem to mind..
Night By Night • Opuss № I