18 September 2012

Deep packed inside me,

Like a wall of dull ache,

Or the sinking in of teeth,

Something I can't take,

It's pulling out something,

I have never seen before,

The continuous sting,

I am with at brutal war,

I feel like tearing out,

Everything I have inside,

But I do have a doubt,

The hole won't be too wide,

The screaming at night,

My crying frustration,

Nothing is ever right,

And I can't call vacation,

I hate myself, I hate me,

I can't take the pain,

The pain of what I may be.

DiddleMy Crying Pain • Opuss № I