5 June 2012
Chapter 4
I walked. It was a place were no one was seen. There were flowers everywhere. And I saw James standing under a tree. He walked towards me. Then he kissed me. His kiss was the best kiss I have ever had.
I sat straight up in my bed. What a dream. I didn't even dream about guys I have met. I looked at my clock it was 6.30. I could sleep the next 30 min but I stepped out of my bed took a shower, got dressed and went downstairs. " good morning" my mother said. She stood in the kitchen. Making waffles. " could you please take out the blueberries out if the fridge?". She asked with a smile. I couldn't smile back. I hated mornings. Yet I woke up early and wanted to meet James. " john and I are over, ok?" I said with a low voice. " oh honey, I am so sorry" She said while she hugged me. " don't be, we both wanted it" I said it like I cared about it. Even though I didn't. " how is your new boyfriend?". Mark was so annoying. He and John were friends. Even if my brother was 5 years older than John. " why aren't you at work?" I asked. A 21 years old guy still living with his parents. It was the only thing I liked to tease him with. " shut up" he said. And it worked.
" listen, I don't get it. Why did you leave him?Wasn't he good enough for you? I mean, you got angry with me when I kissed him. I thought you cared." " Cathy, you are asking too many questions! Can you leave it behinde? I don't care anymore!" that sounded better in my head but it made her shut up too. " I will leave you alone" she walked away. " hey" a voice I knew came behinde me. " hi James" I said, glad to see him. " can we do something else today?" I asked him. I never skipped school. But I had enough with everything. I just wanted to get away. " if you don't want to, you can stay but I am out" I gave him a choice. He could have stayed. " I am coming with you". His answer made me smile. I took his hand and walked to the door. While every late kid ran to their lessons.
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