18 June 2012
Continued(:
Chapter 18
I wanted to say I am sorry, that I over reacted. But it was to late. Why didn't I say anything.
I didn't sleep, I just stated at the wall, sealing and his back. What could I do now?
" are you asleep?". I wanted to make things right. " no,". He was joking. " you are dreaming sweet heart". I said as I came closer to him. " we never had a fight, I was never sad, I love you. I want you to hold me and say yes to me".
" isn't that what I am doing?". He asked in a low voice. " not when you say no to me". I said " it's for your own good". He said in a low calm voice.
" fine, I want to make things right. I will not ask you again". It was the last thing I said.
I woke up as the sunshine shined on my face. It was 7 o'clock and James was already up. I walked to the bathroom and remembered I needed a towel. So I walked back to the closet and took a white one.
I walked out of the shower not looking around in the room. I let the towel fall down and tried to put my close on when I saw James sitting on the armchair near the tv. And he was looking at me while I was in my underwear.
" good morning, you look as pretty as I remember". He said with a smile. He didn't even take his eyes of me. I was wondering if he wanted me the other night.
" are you ready? so we can eat at a dinner". He asked. " I am hungry and I want blueberry muffins". I said as I took my bag of the bed.
We walked to the parking lot and stared at the car. There was a note on the window.
" stay there". I didn't listen, I walked with him. " they know you are with me". He said pale faced. " who?". I asked. " the demons, they know". He said again. " did anybody know you are here". " no, but my parents might have called the neighbors. They might have contacted Cathy". I said. " and she is with John".
I said with a worried look on my face, I couldn't avoid it, but I saw my own reflection in the car window.
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