15 July 2012
I want to talk, but who to talk to? In here there is no one what should I do?
The mistake it is in my mind. I want to forget it I want it to hide.
But it's there with every heartbeat and it is not fair.
I can't show it with the smile I wear.
I want it to be forgotten here. My heart is beating with tiny fear.
Knowing I did something wrong. I knew it all along.
Yet I continued wonder why. I am strong I won't cry.
Some say I overreact. Some say it's not a joke, it's a fact.
But I never do that stuff and it's not serious. I know you might get curious.
Writing here is good. Maybe I will move on, and forget. I want to know when, if only I could..
Just Forget!!! Please.. • Opuss № I