21 July 2012
Chapter 16
I was on my way to my room when he held my hand. I turned around looking in his eyes. " you look tiered". He said touching my hair. I liked how he pulled away my hair from my face . I looked at him and he smiled. " yeah I am. I just want to-". " I know, let's get you in bed". He looked me in the eyes and stated to go to his room. I didn't move.
" don't you want to sleep with me?". He looked tiered too. But last night. I wasn't prepared. It wasn't what I wanted. It just happened. And he thought I wanted it. I had to tell him.
" you want to be in your bed? That's alright. If you want to sleep alone I understand, you are tiered". He looked disappointed. More than just understanding.
" it's not that I don't want to, cause I do". I wanted him. Why did I stop myself? " then what?". He was so close to me. The hall was dark. Only the light from his room was there. The pictures of the flowers on the wall made the house more old fashioned than it really was.
I hugged him. He started to move his hands up and down my back. " let's sleep". I said as I managed to walk to his room. I took my shoes off and got under the cover. He did the same. But he took his t-shirt off as well. He was so fit.
I thought of why I was in bed with a guy I only knew for a few days. Why? I liked him. He seemed to like me in the very same way. I closed my eyes. My back was facing him and I hated that. But I wanted to think. And I just slept.
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