24 July 2012
Chapter 30
As much as I wanted to forget. That day came. When he showed up again. I thought of what to say. Or what to do. I wanted to be calm, like I was. But it was too much. He walked towards me. With his summer shorts and white t- shirt. It made my heart beat fast.
" hey beautiful". He said it as if he was on a vacation or something. As if I have never cried. " I told you not to come back". I said in a deferment voice. I wanted, as if I forgave him. I wanted to hug him, be in his arms. Let him hold me and kiss me. But I had to stay strong.
" I couldn't. You are hard to forget... I..". I hated to hear him not finish his sentence. " you what? Tell me.. It's annoying that you don't finish the thing you have to say". I said in an angry voice. It was a bit angry. But in the same time I was insecure about being happy or not.
" I... Love you Lisa, I just do. I couldn't leave you". He said as he reached for my hand. I pulled away. I hated that but he hurt me before.
" why? Where did you go?". I asked as I looked him in the eyes. " I went to my school. To study stuff I have missed. Because I ran away". He said as he looked at his feet. Was he telling the truth? He looked up and smiled.
I had no idea what to do. I forced a smile to break the tension. But it got worse. Was he here to stay? " do you... Are you okey?". He asked. My heart was beating fast. I loved him. And of course I wanted him to stay. But I wasn't that easy. He had to realize I couldn't be treated that way.
" I won't leave you, I love you and I want to be your boyfriend. Your everything". " I...."
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