23 May 2012
I don't know what to do with my life anymore.
What to think. What to feel.
I only have two emotions by now,
Way too happy or grippingly depressed.
No in between. No colour or difference.
My life is a mess,
But it isn't my fault. I can't change anything.
My mind is a bad apple,
My thoughts are twisted and wrong,
My memory is very little
And I don't know what I did to hurt you, to destroy our bond.
All I know is it was stupid.
Lock me away and throw away the key please
Because I hate myself now.
Lost • Opuss № I