15 July 2012
Broken
Days pass and I remember all the times we had
Times when it felt like I had all the time with you in the world.
I felt like nothing in the world can hurt me because my daddy was there
We would go to the beach and the sun seemed like it would be shinning forever
Years have passed as we grow older I see you
In your chair just sitting with salt and pepper hair and avocado skin
The men in scrubs say we're not going to have you forever
Tears flow like water flowing out of the bath tub and soaking the living room carpet
Hearts are broken in pieces and I don't think they can ever be put together the right way
Is anything going to matter when knowing this sorrow is eating me alive
I would not ever be able to hold your hand again
Knowing that your going to go high in the heavens makes me close my eyes and imagine I was there with you
Holding your hand and you telling me that you'll always be with us
I cry out at night "Please Daddy don't go don't leave me" " Please stay forever why do you have to go"
I'm out of words to speak there is no other way to say how much I'll miss you
Opuss № I