24 October 2012

So this one is a bit of a filler, but the next one I promise will be so amazing. This one makes me really sad for Ammi, Kai is so mean :'(

•Chapter 5 - What If?• •Kai• Ammi lay silently beside me, her small frame rising and falling with breath. Her eyes were squeezed shut as she slept, her lips slightly parted - kissable, even. I sat and stared at her. Her long, waist-length purple hair, cat green eyes that shine like the brightest of diamonds, perfect curves, sleek yet prominent in the early morning haze of bluish purple light. It had been a little bit awkward, as I'd had to go through her entire wardrobe to find her pyjamas and... Uh... Underwear, because she was in too much pain to do it herself. The inquisition got the better of me, and I moved myself to be leaning over her small body, my hand placed precariously on her waist. Her hip. Then her thigh. Checking that her eyes were still firmly shut, I slipped my fingers underneath her shorts, and onto the bare skin of her leg. It felt warm and smooth, and made me want to explore more of her. I removed my hand and did the same at her waist, sliding my hand underneath her t-shirt to touch the hot, tanned skin of her abdomen. Ammi let out a gentle whimper at this, and snuggled up to me, her arms wrapping around my waist to pull me slowly down beside her. I'd never been like this with Ammi. We'd never laid together like this. Not when she had wanted to. Sometimes I make her lie with me, (I don't force her to have sex with me or anything)[Although it has crossed my mind, it would be easy enough], but she's never actually laid beside me willingly. She's probably just emotional or something like that. She's probably just craving male attention. "Mm..." she mumbled softly, a gentle smile on her face. Or maybe craving my attention in particular. "Ammi, you awake?" I whispered, unsure of whether it was her unconscious self talking. "Mhmm" she muttered, her eyelids briefly flickering, before opening fully to reveal the emerald green irises behind. She stared around my room for a moment, taking in it's dark grey walls and black furniture. I didn't let her in my room often. Only when I wanted her there. "I called the school. Told them neither of us would be in today" I broke the awkward silence, giving a gentle cough to seem more casual. "Why neither of us? Are you going to... Like, take care of me?" Her face lit up in a smirk, an expression that barely ever graced Ammi's perfect face. "No way, I just want the day off" I retorted quickly, not wanting her to get the wrong impression of my actions. Her face immediately fell, eyebrows furrowing in disappointment. "Oh". Ugh. I set myself up for falls every time. "But I guess... I could sorta.. Take care of you" I muttered guiltily, and immediately Ammi's face re-lit with delight. "Thanks Kai" she giggled softly, and snuggled into my side without knowing it. I could feel her legs brushing against me, the smooth warm skin sending lusting shocks through my body. That's my queue. I jerked myself up off the bed, springing down to the floor and taking backwards steps towards the door. "I'm gonna get some coffee, you want something?" I babbled, rubbing my hands together. Ammi has bed head. But it's not unattractive. It's actually really sexy. Why am I being so nice? I just offered to get her coffee? Maybe I'm sick. "Uhmm... What's for breakfast?" She smiled. "Whatever's in the cupboard". That's more like me. "Well can't you cook something?" she asked, but her tone was extremely polite and gentle. "No. Not really" I replied impatiently, and then left it at that. I walked out of my room and downstairs, beginning to prepare "whatever was in the cupboard". I can already tell this is going to be an interesting day. Turns out the only thing in the cupboard was those little cheap pancakes you get from Tesco Express. Ah well. I threw a few down on a plate, grabbed a jar of honey, and began to coast up the stairs again. I took a bite out of the palm-sized pancake I held, sitting awkwardly at the end of my bed. Ammi was still snuggled under the black pattern-less covers, legs tucked up to her chest for warmth. She pulled herself up to begin eating, when her t-shirt slipped down over her shoulder, exposing the tanned skin and pink lace bra strap beneath. I pretended not to notice, and continued eating, as did she.

Spending the day in the house with Ammi was... Weird. We didn't really talk much; Just glanced at each other every now and again. When we finally spoke, we were sitting in the living room, Ammi flicking mindlessly through the TV channels. She rolled her eyes, clicking over and over onto the next channel. And the next. And the next. And the- "Ammi, pick something to watch, before I do it for you" I grumbled angrily through my teeth, clenching my fist at my side as I lay out on the sofa. She continued to flick, over and over, stopping briefly on channels here and there, inspecting the programmes, before deciding to move on again. Ugh. I can't cope with this. I stood up, walked over to her sofa, and stood above her. I stared down at her little frame, my eyes hard as fire roared up inside me. Why does she irritate me so much? I took the remote from her, and switched off the TV. "I was watching that" she muttered feebly, barely able to stand up for herself. "What did you say Ammi?" I spat, leaning down to her level and trapping her with my hands either side of her shoulders. I got so close I could hear her heartbeat, see the tears beginning to form in her eyes. "I-I said I was w-watching that" she whispered even quieter. Just the sound of her pathetic little voice was pissing me off. The way she cowered in front of me, lip quivering with raw emotion. My fists grasped the thin material of the sofa, leaning in closer to feel the sharp intake of her breath. "Liar" I smirked, my eyes sliding up and down her facial features. I had my way with her once again. I love the feeling of it. I can't help it. There's just so much power in making her do exactly what I want. It gives me an adrenaline rush I can't explain. And when she pleads for me not to, it only makes it feel better. An inky black tear rolled down her cheek, mixed with the thick lines of eyeliner she always wore. "Kai, please don't, not today" she whimpered softly, body shrunk back into the sofa, getting as far away from me as possible. "You can't hurt me" she shook her head vigorously, swallowing deeply. I removed one of my hands from the sofa, and slid my hand down the skin of her arm, my fingers applying varying pressure. I wasn't scared she'd slip out of my grasp. She already knows that if she tries to get away from me, I'll do worse things to her. "But Ammi, I can.... And you make it so easy" I chuckled menacingly, leaning in to press my lips briefly to the corner of her mouth, just to scare and confuse her. "Kai.. Stop" she begged softly, furrowing her brows together as my fingers trailed down the exposed skin of her short-clad legs. She was exactly how I had left her, smooth and warm. Just the feel of that made me shiver with delight, imagination running wild. And then I had a thought. It was a questioning thought, beginning with the words "What if?". I could do it easily enough. It's only a three-second thing. I could just try it. Just once.

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