16 May 2012
Thrown back into the black hole. 2 years just now getting better. Took 5 minutes to put me back in the hole.
Whatever I said. I should have shut up. Thought I could be honest, thought I could make her understand. Thought she was different. She was.
Now lost. Hates me. Time has stopped. Life is over. Depression takes over. Kill me now. I beg of you.
Evil has consumed me. I don't want to be evil. I want to be real. Bite me. Kick me. Beat me. I want the answer. I want my life back. I want control.
Throw Me Away • Opuss № I