1 May 2012
Reaching for the neck. Blood running, hand is red. Feels hazy, looking at the red. Lying on my back. Shouting for help, please. Bleeding won't stop. Waiting, still on my back. Shouting again, help. Help is on the way now. Hands shaky, head's unclear. One can come, one must go. Wraps in towel. Walks. Two more miles to go. Cigarettes first, must hide bleeding neck. Sunshine and clear, cars going by. Ignorant, sure. They are. Blood lost, arms asleep. Must walk. Still walks. Can't fall asleep.
No ending. Not today!
Willpower • Opuss № I