22 April 2012
My soul is blackened, Dark like an eclipse of the sun. I wish it'd never happened, My life, it used to be fun.
Before this I was just your average child, Messing around with a grin, Wherever I went, I laughed and smiled, As if a frown was a deadly sin.
That blissful state, it didn't last long, All thanks to the people I know, But even then I sung a cheerful song, And didn't let the sadness show.
Then one sunny day I was confined to my room, Sure that nobody cared. I promised myself I would end it soon, Convinced myself I wasn't scared.
My feet dangled from the window ledge, My head was dizzy from the height, I slowly pushed closer to the edge, I'd be in a better place by tonight.
Before I could do what I wanted so badly, A shout came from behind. I couldn't just end it and die, sadly. Why is peace so hard to find?
My parents screamed as if my plight was a crime, My sister just stood and laughed. I told them I was fine. I should've known they weren't daft.
They locked my window, I sat and cried. I couldn't end it, Why couldn't I have died?
I'd just like to inform you that this is all 100% true. I feel a little better confiding this to you all.
Corrupted Shadow • Opuss № I