18 February 2013
No one fucking listens, I need a friend but no one's there. I might end this lifelong mission, To find somebody who cares.
My animal friend is broken, Perhaps beyond repair. Fate has gone and spoken, And his actions are unfair.
And now I need a shoulder, More than I ever did before. Onwards I will soldier, But I'm crying at my core.
My mind replays the moment, The terror, the despair. It only took a moment, Dog and walker both so scared.
The anger in my dad's eyes, Directed onto me, The blame, it never dies, I too blame me, you see.
Opuss № I