3 November 2012
Do my eyes sleep and coax my mind fabricate new worlds when they are blind, are these dreams not what they seem a hidden codex message or jumbled daily scenes...
Do thoughts wander as my consciousness whispers here be the clues to the questions for careful listeners.
Am I truly awake when I sleep or asleep when awake... Is time relative when I dream and how long does a dream take, bright white is the light when not bleak as black as dark as night I can't move my body frozen in paralysis futile my efforts as I struggle with all my might. Nightmare, nightmares dark dank and unclear, so who fucking cares I was all but a boy when infected with fears of night scares, beasts of cold blood stares surrounded by tortured screams as flesh tears which last for hrs and seems like years, but all is conquered by the sound of my laughter. These demons are mine I am their master, they are my thoughts and bend to my will, "you may have big teeth, but I suggest you just chill" there is no fear in my mind so when I dream the Beauty of my thoughts are the only images seen, felt or heard.
And when I awake from whichever is the dream I still remain unsure, what did it mean.
Consciousness Debatable • Opuss № I