20 April 2012

A greying landscape, wind-beaten and weathered.

Past September years, with the pain of you still fresh,

In November minds I sit, hating every breath.

Death comes slow, like a watched pot,

And I am left, not simmering.

Age aching in every bone.

Not losing you in the autumn fog that draws in,

Yet grey matter becomes greyer,

And I am losing myself.

For its own bereavement I hear my sanity cry

And I am left, waiting to die.

elizaGolden Years • Opuss № I