. . .

I give up, I give up on life with you because it hurts too much and I cant speak.
I cant speak anymore and I'm gasping for air.
Im gasping for air to say the right thing but I have lost all feeling in body and soul.
The feeling which I once loved and now loathe.
I tried to make you see so meany times but you always ignored me without hesitation.
I was happy today, I actually wanted to love you after so long given up.
Guess its over now, no going back, its all gone. Forever.
Nothing I can do now, is there? Nothing.
Im happy to leave it that way.