Nearer the end of life than the beginning....
There's been a lot of talk I see, Around sustainable energy. Overnight I've thought a lot , As I've flushed and burned so hot. Now I believe that I can see A new sustainable energy.
Powerless, the stage is set. Overwrought, not ready yet. What do I say. What should I do. Every scene has less of you. Repeating words already said, Lines get muddled in your head.
#disabilityaware Hello. Hello. I'm not up there. I'm sitting here in this chair. You talk about me over head. Hello. Hello. I'm not dead. I have a mouth that speaks my mind.
#disabilityaware You said you're sad and fatigued, Cannot concentrate to read. No motivating force You find, Can activate your treacle mind. Light recedes more every day, You begin to hide away.
Heart is aching Crushed, breaking You are dying We are crying Time's unknown Pain has grown Life in tatters Nothing matters Living grief No relief....
#acrostic Two hearts, two minds,two souls We meet along the shore. I think I know you, sure we've met before. Never felt such intensity Forever I feel we've been, Locked together somewhere.
#sundayrepost #hopefullylaidoutabitbetter You have changed my life in so many ways. Laughter returned, So long a distant dream. A glimpse of life with meaning starts to be seen.
#acrostic Senses here sort of glean, Perhaps a bright and happy theme. Reaching for another tissue, In truth this is quite an issue. Nothing but glum is how I feel, Got to say I must be real.
Longing and yet.... Standing gazing out to sea, waves of thought crash in on me. Once I ran along this sand, screamed and giggled, played and planned.
Thoughts of you consistent, Over these many years. Nearly came to be with you, But decided here to stay. You were so attractive, You infected my mind. Desiring your freedom, Your comfort to find.
#acrostic R is for relationship but you wouldn't know. E for empathy but that doesn't show. L is for love but that's walked out the door. I for I Am you don't know anymore.
#acrostic challenge Remember me. I set you free Excluded from your company Lips speak my name In your refrain Grace is slain I see the pain Ostracised Not in your lives.
#acrostic Morose is my name, Empty inside Laughter departed Appetite hides. Night all around me, Crying in vain. Hopeless and helpless Only the start. Let death now consume me, Yells life now depart.
#acrostic My life began so simply Embryo, developed, born. Light reached eyes now open, At force from comfort torn. Not long my sense adjusting. Cot, cradled now a grave.
#acrostic M ottled and grey Y awning dismay S uspicion disguised T errified eyes. E ngulfed in a mist R aising a fist I ntent on the fight O mnipotent might U nyielding to fear S omething draws near.
Eyes of blue with crystal hue. Watching, waiting, hesitating. Will they . Won't they. Do they. Don't they. Searching, sighing, slowly dying.
Will I have this heart when I take my last breath. Or Maybe another's will be sat in this chest... As lips line blue and I gasp for air I sense the latter's my only prayer....
I hold your hand and understand Catch your eye and see the why In that touch, in that look I recognise, I've lived that book.
Hey girl, how ya doin.
Twin flames Two hearts, two minds, two souls Inextricably entwined As one they beat, they think, they feel My twin, my flame, my light My love, my life, my everything I am yours as you are mine.
Like a flowing river. A mighty rushing stream. The power of the sunshine. Completed myriad dreams. My love my life my everything. I am yours as you are mine. Hear the rustle of the grass.
How long is short term memory. Does anybody know. Can you tell what point long term Takes over the memory show.
Will you take these shoes and walk for a while. Though they'll rub and chaff in less than a mile. Blisters will come and you'll stumble and fall But Will you take these shoes and walk for a while.
As I look back over the shoulder of time Joys and sorrows, ups and downs. Those clouds of deep despair In the darkest hours you were always there.
My heart, my mind, my meaning. What purpose in a fathomless land. Existing, being, living. Who and what defines that place in which I stand. Am I merely existing, born to die. I, I, I.
You have changed my life in so many ways. Laughter returned, So long a distant dream. A glimpse of life with meaning starts to be seen. Yet still darkness returns, in dark chasms to fall.