I hear his name
And I stand at attention
I become alert
I am happy
And not only does my heart skip a few beats
But i hear it beat in my ears and i think
Thats my guy...
Im lying to myself tho
Insane huh....aren't we all
With him i am indecisive
I am a nervous wreck
I hate it
I feel vulnerable
I feel weak and i cannot protect myself from this feeling
There are sweet moments
When he makes me laugh or smile
And my world is for only a few seconds
At peace
And then theres the times when i know in my heart
He isn't the one for me
I don't do anything for him
No skipped heartbeats
And no nervousness
It crushes me
We are hardly friends
And all i can do is accept it
I hear this guys name
And it's powerful
He is powerful
In wit
In strength
i stand at attention
Because i want his attention
And ill do anything for it
But he dismisses me
And his rejection is striking
Its a jab in the jaw
But i feel it in my chest
And then i think whats wrong with me
Is it the way i dress
Is it this vessel i am one with
My home?
I hear his name
And i know of my imperfections
I hear his name
What's in a name
Love
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