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erzamarie

Words I could not say, thoughts I could not convey, and feelings I could not share in person.

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2013-02-14T19:31:12

Done

Every waking hour, I feel weary. The thought of doing this again and again. It's not that I don't like it. The cramming just makes me go insane. In every competition I pray for our victory.

0 0 138 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-12-21T10:54:51

Stealing Glances

I looked at everything else except you Not that I'm afraid of being noticed But I'm afraid of myself falling Deeper than I could no longer bear it.

6 0 84 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-12-21T10:47:17

Knowing

I had a burden that I carry To know that a friend is in love with me It is flattering, I admit But it makes me quite uneasy Knowing that he cares Knowing that he worries Knowing that he loves And I...

2 0 184 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-11-29T00:41:32

Profession

Doctor: I save lives. Police: I save and protect lives and property. Lawyer: I save and protect people's rights, properties, liberties and lives..

6 1 23 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-11-24T03:53:15

Light And Darkness

I never liked the spot light. I didn't seek it nor crave for it. I only wanted to be left alone. I only wanted to be at peace. Yet, things happened. The lights pushed through. It spilled some on me.

8 0 179 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-10-31T07:45:06

Forgot

Do I know you. I bet I do. You see, I can't remember My memories had been lost Do you know me. That's what I say. It's better to ask them Than wait for me to remember You look familiar.

6 0 53 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-09-09T13:43:30

Normal For Me

Sorry. I have a weird habit of talking to myself when I get separated from the group. Don't worry. It might not look normal to you but its normal for me..

2 0 31 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-09-02T12:28:32

Sorry

I feel bad. Yes, I really do. Ever since I did. Those awful things to you. I never meant to cause damage. Never meant for you to hurt. Because I did those things in anger.

2 0 111 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-08-29T09:45:18

Feelings

I feel restless. The kind that you feel within your core. The thing that makes you feel weary. Even though you haven't done anything. I am tired. That I often gave out a huge sigh.

8 1 187 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-08-24T09:35:44

Invisible

I walked alone unnoticed. Their stares past through me. Like the molecules of air - I'm transparent. My existence is dispensable. Our world are different. Worlds apart actually. I live in isolation.

8 0 117 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-08-22T19:33:24

Love & Chocolate

Love and chocolate are quite the same. Both have that sweetness. That we all desire. Yet, there's a bitterness taste on the side. When we fall in love. There's so much happiness in us.

22 3 71 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-08-18T02:55:44

Living Or Dying

I walk. I eat. I sleep. I touch. I see. I smell. I hurt. I ache. I long. I am all but I am not. I do things for necessity. I breath for the sake of breathing. I work to have a job.

12 0 123 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-08-02T01:19:39

Victim

The droplets of water reverberate inside the room. The thick silence, interrupted by the periodic descending of the water into the stainless sink, made me go crazy.

10 1 600 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-30T10:46:25

Don't Care

I don't care anymore. What happen to you is your business. If your life is a mess. Then I couldn't care less. I'm tired of all the quarreling. Tired of all the apologizing. Can you just let me be.

4 0 104 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-28T10:37:39

Idiot Box

Once upon a time. Watching tv was my past time. Day and night I face it. 24/7 isn't just enough. Cartoons to action. Drama and romance. What else is there. But more series to stare.

8 0 124 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-26T09:49:52

Cheating

Okay. I admit. I do cheat sometimes. Like when I watch a movie, I sometimes watch the end first before going back to the start.

0 2 86 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-25T09:14:45

Story Of Colors

My name is purple. But I am not. I like to paint the town red. And let my mother see red. I like to attend a black-tie event. And see my friends get green with envy.

4 0 127 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-24T13:02:28

Midnight Shadows

They say shadows only appears when there's light. But actually there's much shadow in the night. The shadow that isn't form by your figure. But those that came to weaken your posture.

6 0 88 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-21T03:37:08

Too Proud

I admit I'm proud. With both my achievements and successes. With the things I've come to own. And with people I've been able to know. I'm proud of all those things and even more.

8 0 129 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-19T10:59

A Deck Of Cards

Isn't it sad to be a pair in a deck of cards.

16 3 142 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-19T10:55:54

Message To My Crush

Hello there. I hope your doing fine. I just want to tell you. That I know that you've finally settled down. I was surprised by it. But I expected it. I just didn't know it'll happen so soon.

2 0 265 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-18T09:27:18

Beside You

You probably couldn't see me then. Because I was right beside you all along. When you were trying to pick someone for you. I was there standing with you. But never in front of you.

22 5 119 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-18T09:26:33

Arms Length Away

I could not moved away. Yet I could not be beside you. It's the reason why our relationship is unclear. Because I want you enough not to be close to you. I want to be an arms length away.

2 0 119 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-15T10:48:01

A Good Person

How much should you do in order for you to be called a good man. Should giving alms be enough or should you give more. Do you have to be a respectful person to society.

4 0 79 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-13T11:16:38

Faces Of Death

People say death has no face but that's not true. For death has a face and many have seen it. It just differs from person to person.

6 2 158 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-12T12:06:03

Torture

You don't want me. But I still want you. You run. But I still follow. You're disgusted with my existence. Yet I try to cling on. You lied on my face. And still I believe. You pretend not to hear.

8 0 61 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-12T09:29:33

Fake

A smile can be fake. So as a tear. Just imagine your reaction will be. If you found out that I did. Beauty can be fake. As well as ones feeling. But it's harder to smile when you are sad.

14 0 86 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-11T10:21:07

Insecurity

The most beautiful woman you know has the most insecurities in life..

2 0 12 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-10T12:57:59

All My Life

All my life I yearn. Of praises and acceptance. Yet, I remain to be the same. Unappreciated and unaccepted. All my life I try. To be what people want me to be. Lost in their world of expectation.

2 0 156 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-09T05:16:52

In The Passenger's Seat

In the passenger's seat, I see everything. I saw the lady cradling her crying child or the gentle man who gave up his seat for the elderly. I noticed how tired their faces as bus continued too move.

10 2 212 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-08T05:48:36

A Writer

"I am a writer," I told myself. And people actually believe.

6 0 148 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-07T14:42:29

Alternate Universe

In an alternate universe, it's the other way round. I walk around not knowing you while you run around following me. I love you not; you love me dearly. I care less of you while I am your world.

18 2 151 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-07T06:40:10

Untitled

It's hard to love someone who doesn't want to be love. But it's harder to love someone who already love someone else..

6 0 22 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-07-07T06:37:07

Untitled

It's easier to close your eyes than to cover your ears.

10 0 55 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-06-30T16:36:08

People

They like to talk about themselves, but they don't want to listen. They expect you to listen but they wanted to be forgiven if they don't do the same for you..

6 0 31 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-06-30T08:40:39

Information Desk

Sometimes I wonder if I'm wearing a sign on my head saying "Information desk". People are just kept on asking me all things as if I know it.

6 0 52 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-06-29T11:18:14

Two Different Views

The high wall on the poor man's view is a barrier that segregate him from the wealthy ones. It is an obstacle that he dreams of climbing someday.

10 0 83 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-05-13T03:25:04

Professionals

Anybody can be a professional but only a few people knows the meaning and practices professionalism..

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-05-12T19:19:12

Game of Love

We play this game, not knowing the rules.

2 0 204 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-21T19:02:26

Untitled

Hurt me with the Truth and don't comfort with a Lie.

2 0 11 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-21T05:24:41

Teacher

A teacher is someone who comes to school and teach as a source of his income. A good teacher is someone who encourage his students to participate and to do better in school.

4 0 65 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-21T05:19

Rejection

Rejection can be viewed in two ways: (1) as a sign to stop and move on to another path; or (2) as challenge to overcome. The first one is about acceptance.

2 0 97 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-21T05:10:55

Apology

Just because you've apologized, it doesn't mean you're forgiven..

2 0 9 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-15T14:56:15

What I Say And What I Want

I want someone who would know the moment when to listen and when not to. Because sometimes I may say things differently from what I really want to do.

2 0 51 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-14T08:04:34

Untitled

Why is the sunset prettier than the sunrise. Because sometimes, better things happen after saying Goodbye..

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-14T04:20

Man

If man is the most intelligent creature on earth, then why is it that sometimes some of us act like animals?.

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-13T12:40:54

Tough

Tough times don't last; tough people do..

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-13T12:30:46

Untitled

When you're too close to people, when you spend too much time with them and love them too dearly, sometimes you can't see them. - Tana French, The Likeness.

0 0 29 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-12T16:07:11

Batch 20XX

Batch 20XX. I'm a graduating student. I fooled around with my boyfriend. Months later, I now carry a child. I'm a graduating student. I tried using drugs. Now, it turn to an addiction I can't let go.

4 2 227 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-12T16:02:02

Killing is my Profession

Killing is my Profession I slit his throat rather too quickly. Now, I regretted having to do it as it took away my artistic skills in creating a masterpiece of his death rather than an ordinary one.

4 0 652 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T04:35:37

Insecurity

Insecure people likes to pull people down. They will tell you the words you least expected to hear. But when that happens, just smile at them.

6 2 55 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T04:29:55

Beware

Beware of people who suddenly become quiet because during their silence they are plotting on taking over the world..

2 0 19 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T04:26:25

Beautiful Things

Remember that the most beautiful things in the world are the most useless. - John Ruskin, The Stones of Venice, I.

4 0 21 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T03:42:35

What Happens?

What happens when an unstoppable force meets an unmovable object. If the force moves the object, then it's not unmovable. If the force doesn't, then the force is not unstoppable. Right?.

4 0 31 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T03:39:37

Loneliest Person

Sometimes, the person who tries to keep everyone happy is always the most lonely person. So never leave them alone because they will never say that they need you..

4 2 29 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T03:36:58

Lie

It's human to lie. Most of the time we can't even be honest with ourselves. - Commoner (Rashomon 1950).

2 0 19 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T03:34:39

Krimen

RPC ka ba. Ang dami mo kasing krimen. Gahasahin mo na lang kaya ang puso ko..

4 0 16 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-10T01:02:31

Cramming

Paper scattered and books were in a pile. Coffee on the side with tons of wrapper. One look like a mess with hair in disheveled. Eye bags hanging coz of the little sleep one had.

2 0 68 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-09T18:20:21

Exception

There's nothing wrong in being different. It just proves that you are an exception to the general rule..

4 0 18 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-09T09:27:40

Friends

The usual people, the usual smile... But nothing about them is usual. My friends - my non-blood related siblings... my kind of people....

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-09T06:55:23

Untitled

You don't have to be special to catch my attention. It's enough that you show me who you really are..

2 0 20 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-08T15:52:50

I Ran

I ran. I slipped. I bruised. I cried. I ran. I loved. I broke. I cried. I ran. I left. I came. I failed. I ran. I cried. I failed. I tried. I ran. I suffered. I mourned. I lived. Now, I ran. I fought.

0 0 49 words
erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-08T15:39:04

Untitled

Confused people ask for signs before proceeding. Determine individuals see opportunities and grab onto it..

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-07T11:41:49

Untitled

It's better to feel alone in a crowded room full of strangers than be lonely in a room full of familiar strangers..

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erzamarie
erzamarie
2012-04-07T11:38:31

Lesson Learned

Must I suffer because of your shame. Must I be dealt with because you fail. Should I carry the burden of your incompetence. Should my dreams be broken because yours did.

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