11 June 2012
I opened my eyes, it was early morning, so it was dark inside. I barely can see anything, I got up, opened the curtain. It was raining. I hate rain when I'm outside, I just don't carry around umbrella, I found these things so uncomfortable. Memories from last night was flashing in my head. Mark and his smile, the kiss. Yuck! Today was new day, and till now it is pretty good, except the rain. Ivy (my adorable kitten) was sleeping on my bed, obviously dreaming something, she breathed really hardly. My cat is pure white, fluffy, Turkish Angora. She is the most amazing, I love to fall in the deepness of her blue eyes. The only sad thing about her is that she is completely deaf, but she just live her perfect life in my room, nothing to worry about. With smile on my face I went to the kitchen for coffee as usual. Anyway, I was analyzing Mark's behavior and all situation in my head. The one thing is totally clear, I need to get out of here right now, no more dinners with them! My coffee is ready. I went to the bedroom, and sat on my bed. My cat a little freaked out, when she felt the movement. Hahah, sometimes she is so cute. After an hour I pulled out some luggages and started packing. It's interesting, what about weather in Ireland? I went to my computer, and checked weather, tickets, rules about bringing pets, YouTube,Facebook... What the hell I'm doing, I should be packing. And I went straight back to the luggages, our flight will be at 5am, so early. Even I checked the weather, still dresses and heels were the main parts of my wardrobe, so I tried to stuff as much, as I could. I didn't even thought where should I live. I guess I will stay at hotel, till I will find an apartment. I guess now you think, that I'm just spoiled little rat, but no, I had a descent job, and I worked my ass off to make money I have. When I finished packing, I went to the bath, light a candle, and read book for half hour. It was 9pm, but there was no point to go to sleep. I needed to left home at 3am, so I have six hours left. The last six hours for my life in my room, apartment, city and state where I was born. Deep inside I knew that I'm doing the right thing.
Hours just flayed past me, didn't even trying to slow down. I called a cab. After ten minutes, I was leaving my life here. I took my cat bag and purse, luggages were already outside. The last time I looked in the mirror in hallway, and with sad smile I left everything I cared before.
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