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Eat. Purge. Smile. Repeat :)
I never thought the anger would come, I never thought I could feel good again without you by my side, I never thought I'd love you less, I never thought I could fall in love with somebody else, I never thought I could love somebody just as …
Hey, tell me. Do I have a sick mind? Am I not healthy? The bigger the number is, the more disappointment I feel. I hate to stand on top of that scale and see the number increase, growing and getting bigger each time I step on it. The guilt…
Right now my whole body's aching and I feel extremely tired. Not only that; but I also feel like crying. I've promised myself I wouldn't cry over you no more, I'm just wasting my tears on somebody who doesn't give a fuck what happens to me.…
A pretty cut stings on my arm, The blood runs down along it, I smile and feel like I can finally breathe again. I close my eyes, take a deep breath, exhale, and smile. The pain is reducing, I love cutting, it makes me feel whole again. …
Stomach's hurting, hands shaking, head is bolting. A tear falls down my cheek. Then another, a third, and a fourth. ...help me. You can't help me, I can't help me, nobody can...