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Once, she had ruled every room she entered. Laughter followed her like music, mirrors adored her, and men stood a little straighter when she passed.
The smell of alcohol. From your breath. Again. I want to disappear. Again. I want to scream, cease to exist, tear myself apart. Again. I have to escape. This labyrinth. From myself. From the smell.
Sweetness, put your hands up, and put the damn thing down Or I swear the sound will ring throughout the streets of this old town Of someone's heart being shattered into tiny little shards.
(Probably should have put this before, #fiction I don't drink at all). I've not dranken a drop today ma. More like you've not dranken a drop yet so far. There's plenty a time I know you too well.
It's greed, A need for speed, Smokin weed, Sowing seed, Wasted, Like some something rancid you tasted. Lose your friends, kids, family fun time, Choosing a life of drink, drugs and crime.
Today I gave in. To a slow suicide. That comes in a stick. From a red and white box. I halfway hated myself. As I searched for my lighter. And I found it. And I gave birth to a flame.
Doctor Doctor I cannot sleep, I'm waken half the night counting sheep, What am I supposed to do, It's even worse than catching flu.
I have not been saved. I have not been forgiven. I thought i was lost. I thought i was broken. I felt hopeless and empty inside. Save me from me and myself. I don't want to burn in this firey hell.
#opussweeklychallenge I am completely and hopelessly addicted to this horrible substance. I want it all the time. I feel sick without it. I need it in order to function properly.
You have a headache you say. Don't worry I deal with this every day. Don't take to bed Take this medicine instead. Not enough. Oh dear, here's more stuff. Take with meals mind (Causes ulcers we find).
Diet pills and razorblades. And words to keep me calm. Diaries and records. Of all the things that I've done wrong. Poems with untold stories. Worn edges and ink smears. Memories of all the nights.
D ont remember anything E veryones passed out on the floor V ery sick, might throw up I think I might get more L et me tell you I really am addicted S o butt out, I don't care H ope my parents don't...
Like a needle to the vein, I will never be the same, One injection and I'm done, Is it worth it - the long run.
Ben, I'm still praying for you. I have this huge spot for you in my heart and I don't know why.
As I feel the liquid course through my veins I know that I can't ever be the same I look back on my life and the troubles it held I wonder what all I haven't fulfilled My parents, my brother, and my...
I sighed, waiting for Ethan to get out of the toilets. I'd been waiting for around ten minutes. "Ethan," I mumbled, knocking on the door.
try and remember. remember the days before. before life was this way. back when it was okay. but now Mary's here. taken up your life. without permission to stay. she's not going anywhere.
It's urges pulse like the beat of my heart, what will trigger it, to once again start. A glance here, hidden beneath the screen, it releases it fury, followed by a scream.
What is one more tablet. Knocked down with a drink, Readying the water glass, Addiction with a 'clink'. What is one more tablet.
sinking into an addiction. one I'd like to fuel. go down to the kitchen. quietly open the cabinet. grab the poison of the night. because I need. I want to feel alright. tip toe to my room.
I'm a chocoholic. Just give me an IV. If I gotta live on something. It's chocolate I want it to be. I'm a chocoholic. I gotta have some now. All I want for Christmas. Is my own Chocolate cow.
Escape is found In a variety of muses; Music, art, words... And mine is none of the three Mine are a bottle, a bowl, and blade.
There's no greater pain than heartbreak. There's no taming the aching in your heart. It just lingers like a dark cloud. Every thought and every breath is pure hell.
I'm insane?. Have you looked in the mirror lately. You've let yourself go.. What has happened to you. You're a wreck. I want the old you back.