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Sometimes, during certain moments, I feel so strong. At other times, I'm instantly overcome by such a deep sadness...Something I don't understand but that lives deep within me.
#acrostic. *a chance I've misunderstood the word. More and more I lose all hope. Each morning it's harder to rise. Light seems so dull and ever so bleak. An emptiness I hold inside.
When your drug down Cast out Tossed around Happy becomes a dream When your left out All alone Crying The pain becomes your best friend When your last hope walks away Hand in hand with your...
I give it all away. Trade my hate for more pain. Watch my happiness drain. As my mind goes insane. Nothing else will remain. Stood alone in the rain. Bad thoughts stuck in my brain.
Depression. When it comes to you, it hits you hard. You start to feel like there will no longer be a tomorrow. You're entering an abyss of darkness. But somehow, that darkness is addicting.
A headstone for the broken. A message for the damned. A hym to all the hated. Wash these Blood drenched weathered hands. A grave for all my sins. A hope for all mankind. Another heart left broken.
Darkness swallow me whole, Black, black as coal. Make me fall without thought, Feeling broken and distraught. Tripping over my own feet, What fate will I soon meet.
I'm sitting, listening to silence Time seems to hollow out time A war is going on, but no sign of violence.
It taps into my very core. Then leaks from every darkened pore. Infects, controls, hotwires my brain. Leaves me with the deepest stain. Once in, it's very hard to move.
There all against me, Control of myself fading, Lost in a world of thoughts, Sadness, hate are radiating, They don't care, They never have, Getting ready for me to die, So they stuff me away into a...
We never really said anything important. I think it was already there, hanging in the silence. Or maybe we were just afraid of the answers.
I woke up one day feeling not the same, whats going on.
The rain, the storms, the showers... They last for hours and hours I lay in the dark In fear of my thoughts You see it's from them that I cower The rain, the storm, the showers...
Just one time... Do I have it in me. I really do try, Can't anyone see. Unsure where I'm going, No path I choose is right. The dark road that I travel, Never seems to have any light.
If I let it all out. Will I be weightless enough. For the wind to take me away. If I open a vein. And spill out this hate. Will I fly for the rest of my days. If I unshackled myself.
I fall asleep. To melancholy. And drip away. To the unholy. I rise up high. Into my thoughts. And drift away. To stomach knots. An emptiness. Takes over me. And pulls me to. A vacant sea.
#acrostic C an't you see she's struggling. H ow can you not see the pain. A ll these lies, fake alibis, L oop ropes around her brain. L iving is a burden, E ven she can't cope.
#nightdwellers In the depth of the night I hear harrowing screams. Ringing through my ears and invading my dreams. My conscience drags, claws and tears at my skin.
You don't know how it feels, To be imprisoned in an emotional chamber full of fear, Gated with iron knives, So if you try to get out, they dig deep into your skin, soul, and feed off of your fear.
Angry words hidden under pretence. Oh I smile but it's no longer warming. I'm twisted and bitter inside dear one. The cause is always undeniably you. Or maybe I place the blame unaware.
This is a poem that define me as a outline.
Living became a struggle. Breathing hurt. What if I'm too messed up to remember how to breathe. What if no amount of medicines, therapists, hope can save me.
Why do I lie awake a night...
#disabilityaware I have a disability But it's one that you can not see It's one where you'd think I was OK But it's not behind the scenes.