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It's been one of those days. Woke up in a daze. Feel lost in a maze. Negative thoughts can't help but play. Round every turning, Is another spurning.
It's the sound of raindrops falling, That makes me want to cry. Beating away to their little tune, Water falls from our eyes. Blackness overtakes my world, I drown in misery and sorrow.
The time is right. The time is now. The time my life went downhill. A piece of peace. A slither of doubt. My mind is lost. A voice unable to shout. The pain is painless. My name is nameless.
I sense a storm. The molten clouds are brewing, The bitter, cold words spewing, Frosty moods ensuing, I sense a storm.
(Thought I'd try something new). I love you. I hate you. I want to slap you. And kiss you. You aggravate me immensely. But I'm drawn to you. I don't like this feeling. Like I don't like you.
My head has been spinning. Since yesterday. My hearts has been racing. My legs feel like clay. My eyes have been blurry. My stomachs in knots. My bodies been shaking. My blood's running hot.
I could cry, Let out a sigh, Tension high, Not sure why. Nothing really matters, Compliments won't flatter. By day I'm getting fatter, Trying to get by.
So beautiful... So sad... are all the moments I wasted and had. Times like these there is no release except of pain or by piece by piece. Life is hard in all the wrong moments.
Laying here awake while you slumber All I do is lay here and wonder Why am I so gullible for you Why do I believe what you say is true I want to punch a wall But what will that solve You'll still...
There's a bloody flame Licking in my eyes, And a sick knot Shredding my stomach. I think the sky isn't my answer. I failed that aspect again, And to reach for it now Is admitting defeat to myself.
On a low nowhere to go, Going stir crazy only I know. Pressure in my head, dragging me down Emotions in full flight, Losing the anger fight. Appetite on the floor, Want to slam shut the open door.
An angry cloud. Appeared upon. An aggressive horizon. A storm, forming. Within my heart. No time to abandon. To all things. People and feelings. I am desensitised. Cannot allow. Emotions in.
Coursing through my veins, The happiness drains, Body fills with dread, Panicking in my head. Depriving me of sleep, Scaring down deep. Hatred of that day, When someone will finally say...
I'll just go sit on the floor, Hands over my ears, No way in or out. I'll purse my lips, Hold my breath, Hold every last shout. I'll scream inside, Howl and roar, Until I'm without a doubt.
I'll just go sit on the floor, Hands over my ears, No way in or out. I'll purse my lips, Hold my breath, Hold every last shout. I'll scream inside, Howl and roar, Until I'm without a doubt.
How can I trust. With what I know. My jealousy. Out of control. Where have you been. Tell me please. Who were you with. Reassure me. Why are you late. Please explain. Tell me now. Everything.
Butterflies, wings as cold as ice. They drag their edges through my stomach. Sick, deep down, and ready to vomit. I'm ready to fall and I'm ready to plummet. A t w i s t i n g ,. A CHURNING,.
Tossing and turning, In my bed, Memories, churning, Blood in my head. Salt in my bloodstream, Night in my salt, Anything innocent, Isn't my fault.
Is it just this pain I'm feeling, That's really digging deep. With no matter of the silence, From the tears that I weep.
I'll just go sit on the floor, Hands over my ears, No way in or out. I'll purse my lips, Hold my breath, Hold every last shout. I'll scream inside, Howl and roar, Until I'm without a doubt.
The blissful high. You in my life. My every breath. My every beat. On my mind. I cannot sleep. You do not see. The blaze I feel. My loneliness. My aching heart. Without you. I'm tearing apart.
Breathing becomes quicker and more heavy. Your eyes grow dry, every second that passes your blood boils more over its limit.
When your world seems to crash around you and the walls are closing in so that it becomes so difficult to breath, to think, to feel; Your body goes limp how desparately you would like the tears flow...
Tears on the dance floor, Just let it all run. Crying in the night, Don't let it ruin your fun. Tears on the dance floor, Just sob and cry and weep.